I'm very confused when taking a decision to came to this event. Because I'm still working at week end. But hey, I went there, at the last day :) At Alley29, Plaza Indonesia. 

It was really hype place with hype people participated the bazaar. Which were the it fashion bloggers united here, open their fashion tenants, offering some cool stuffs and goods. I promised with myself for not bought anything. Because I'm waiting for the day until I buy goods for Lebaran Day. But I broke the rule... I bought stuffs more than 3...! Geeze.. I can't hold my breathe with something cute and lovely around! Aaaa... :O

Then I stopped my eyes for catchy stand, with colorful area and looked so fun inside. I knew it was belong to Miss Cindy Biantoro, a fashion blogger from Diamond Hurts, because I already saw the quick post at her blog before. I saw her sat with her friend, doing something, I can't see her face because covered by her green-round hat. She seems so busy, then she finished and gave the thing (and I realized it was a necklace, a feather necklace, and its handmade! wow!) for her friend, and hang the necklace at necklace's rack. I'm still amazed then I courage to asking her, how much the price about? And Kak Cindy said, "Hmm.. only 35000 Rupiahs." :O I'm shocked, and my friend Acit more shocked than me, she yelled "Mauuuuu...!" And with lovely Kak Cindy made one necklace again, the same feather necklace but with other color. I keep and hold that feather necklace, worried if another customer saw and love that necklace too. 

While she made another feather necklace, I tried to talking to her about the fashion tenant and say permission for taking pictures for my blog. Well I'm sorry to you because I only took pictures at BAM! tenant, not others. Because my eyes dropped here, and my heart melted down and stuck. I won't go another tenants! Because it was amazing experience, how cannot? I tried to get closer with Kak Cindy, talking about her project, her blog, and she responded me very nicely. I felt very appreciated by her :))

And Kak Diana Rikasari just arrived about 5 p.m. She looked amazing with rock n roll black chain vest, all black and white color, and wearing her pride own shoes label UP, with Claire model :). I'm talked a bit with her about her UP Tree standing in the center of the hall. I said I had UP Shoes too, Joan model but I didn't wearing there. She's very cute, and its far away from my expectation, she's tall! I thought she's supported by her wedges but its not. She's tall for real, and beautiful (for you DR haters said she's jerk or ugly face, you need apologize haha). While Kak Diana went and looked around the hall, I'm still stayed at Kak Cindy's tenant. She said to me if I had twitter, please kindly for mention @DIAMONDHURTS about this met moment. I answered absolutely yes. But later not that the moment :)

After Acit's necklace is done, I said, "How about we exchange? I wanna give you this necklace, its handmade too, from my own label Lady Locker?" She surprised and asked what is my blog. I gave my blog address and she said very thankfully. No Kak Cindy, the truth is me should say thank for you about the golden moment that I've never forget in my life. I'm talking with the genius and talented artist that I never imagined before.. :) I'll be waiting for your next moment we may meet up again and waiting for your great ideas ahead! :D

Creative made by Eleanor.

Lately, I like to do some messy sketching everywhere. More precisely in my note book. I'm a person who can't keep quite when in the class or meeting room. My hands always wanna do something with book and pen. Sketching, drawing.. just doodling.

Sometimes I like to watch (not play, because I restricted to touch!) my brother Fuad's toys, Gundam. And the last I found best rules How To Work Better from magazine at office's library. Nice.

So this is the 2nd days of Ramadhan, a holy month for moslem for fasting. Keeping up our desire from eat, drink, and emotions. I felt so happy and excited when Ramadhan is getting closer. I'm just afraid of that I can't keep my emotions, which could invalidate the fast. But the point to do fasting wasn't about hold feeling to do all those desires. But this is the best moment for moslem people, only 1 month of the year we could get best rewards from God very easily. But we need to do some sacrificed to get the best. Fasting, pray, keep the emotions stay cool, no eating & drinking at day, waking up in the early of morning, and keep praying when break-fasting continued until the night, repeat all those things until 30 days, and we can celebrate ourselves at Eid Mubarak Day. Insya Allah.. :)

My family was already had a plan to do something for Ramadhan. But Allah say another.. The day for the first Ramadhan's coming, me lost the beloved older uncle for ever. He passed away and leave us while we're gonna do some gathering to collect our member of my big family to helped out my older uncle from his illness, diabetes, prostate and hypertension. I just can't believe to losing someone in this world because alhamdulillah my family are still complete. Being lost was like you don't have some grip in life, tomorrow or the next days we can't see each other because the die made us different. Our world wasn't the same anymore... I was looking up for him at the day before my older uncle left. And watched him struggle by his illness just made me feel sick. I'm not dare to looked him struggle at a critical time.. While the time goes by so slowly, counting the every seconds every minute he would left us...

He's my mom's brother. In my family he called  "pakde" from Javanese language, because an half of my blood is Javanese ethnician. He's a brave person ever I knew inside my own family. When he's young and active, he's a reporter and journalist at TVRI. He loved adventurous, get down by his Willis Jeep and did his lovely hobbies like ride a bike with his fixie, traveling Indonesia, fishing, photography, shooting by his gun (he's a member of Perbakin too), but writing as good as Clark Kent searching news from everywhere. I called him Indiana Jones mixture Clark Kent :) 

Yes I feel losing his figure in this life. He's such my dad, my granpa (because he's already old), my role model when I'm still working as a Journalist too, my teacher.. He teached me & all my same-ages cousins about Islam, fun, and be bold, be who-you-are when we're going adult someday. 

Good bye, Pakde. Allah love you more, that's why Allah taking you more earlier than we thought...

I miss you, we miss you forever and ever :)

Back into my childhood time, it was the 1st time I watched adult movie (I mean, with those kiss scenes), well thank God the movie still about school life, family matters and best friend so I'm a bit understand. But when I watched it I don't get it. Maybe because I just quite little or too plain to understand about that relationship. So I skipped it. The movie boomed on 1999, I was in 1st grade at Junior High School. Quite old, huh? :)

Then, I've got the DVD, I watch it again, and I fall in love! Again! Hahaaa... I mean, I knew I'm fallin love with this movie ago, but I just don't ever realized that I'm sooo in love with this movie. For me, it was the complete elements to watching teenage movies. Love, family, set location, best view, crazy act you-wanna-do-when-you're-young, party, friends, cheating, idolize... everything. I re-watch again and again and again.

Learn by this movie its like a treasure when you tried so hard to find the genre, a scene kid, and absolutely fashion by the era. You can find it at Bianca's style. Cute and adorable girl. Kat has the style. Affected by the music that her listened. Indie girl-band, and I adore her room. Full of collage magazines posters about her likeness in music scene.

And I'm realized too if Heath Ledger's never looked so flawless and gorgeous at another movies he played. He's so damn awesome. I like Julia Stiles started from here. Larisa Oleynik is such a babe.. (I stole Kat Stratford's words, hehe) and Joseph Gordon-Levitt.. I just found out that he's dating Julia Stiles for real. Hmm.. Rumor Has It :)